The Way to Recall Memories
/Eve Chan Pui Guan
It’s been almost 10 years since I became a funeral emcee. Each time, I have stood at the parlour’s dais and conducted the final rites for someone’s departed loved one. On that day, the positions changed; instead, I knelt at the front of the parlour to deliver my elder brother on his final journey. From the day he left us, I had been so preoccupied with the funeral arrangements that I didn’t have much time to deal with what I was feeling inside.
It wasn’t until I heard the sound of the nails being hammered in; until I witnessed the casket as it was slowly taken to the crematorium; until I came home and looked at his empty room; until I looked at his bike that no one will ride again; that was when I realised that my brother was gone.
I used to hear people say that blood is thicker than water, but I had never truly contemplated its significance. At that moment, I truly understood why blood is thicker than water. My brother’s death struck every nerve in my body, and the grief coursed through every vein. I kept repeating to myself, “If this is a test from God, then this test is too heavy; so heavy that I can’t breathe.
I was standing in front of my home one day, staring at my brother’s bike. I suddenly had a vision of my brother riding out on his bike – just like how he always did – and the image was so vivid.
You need the internet to download software for your mobile phone. In a similar fashion, I think there is a way to recall memories. You can recall the times you spend together in your mind through the connective points between you and that person; such as the food he likes, the places we’ve been and the things we’ve done together.
I once came across a quote in a book, “You don’t need to say goodbye to someone who has passed away. You can always maintain a connection with him. If you wish to let go, then let go. If you wish to connect, then connect.
In truth, what has passed is just time, and all the memories he left for us will not diminish with time. In reality, he is still there, living in a different form. When you miss him, begin the way to recall the memories of him.
The fact is he is still with us, just not in body but in spirit; and his spirit will live on in my heart and my memories.
Nirvana Care’s Emcee Department is responsible for conducting funeral ceremonies according to the family’s respective background, customs and rituals, as well as language and culture. We ensure the smooth flow of the funeral process, including the viewing, sealing of the casket, paying of respects and the funeral procession. The funeral emcee is also responsible for interviewing the family to obtain information in order to celebrate the deceased’s life, help write eulogies and memorialize the deceased together with the family.
Eve Chan is a master of ceremonies (or emcee) of Nirvana Care, and the assistant manager of the Emcee Department. She is familiar with funeral culture and customs, and an avid reader and writer. As a professional emcee, she is proficient in Mandarin, English, Cantonese and Hakka.
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